I'm not going to lie. This past year, especially the past month, has been particularly hard for me. Things are changing in my life and I don't seem to have the power to stop them. Everything that I thought was true seems to not be so true. I know that there is one Truth, but everything else around that seems to be gray and murky all the time. I think I've been more depressed than I have been happy, and that's so unlike me. I've also made some stupid decisions that if I had stopped to think, I never would have made them. Now I'm standing with egg on my face again - probably not to other people, but to myself, and that's what matters. I know better and I did it without even thinking. It's a clear sign that I need to get myself back together, somehow.
Is there an option to simply not do life? Because right now, I'm sure I would take that one.
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